Tuesday, July 14, 2015

In God I seek refuge

I feel confused.....my brain cannot think well....exhausted mind cannot set a concrete plan.
At this current status of my career, too many questions of why, what and how. Why because, why things happened like this. What because, what I am going to do next. How because, how do I start. 

It never came across to my mind, that I will experience this kind of scenario I am experiencing right now.
I have many plans in the future, but I am currently in this kind of situation where everybody doesn't know where we are heading to.

I want to voice out our rights, but no power to do so. I am afraid to fail, afraid of not fulfilling what has been planned.

I am living my dream, a dream that came into reality. Picturesque crystalline water with pristine white sand. Photographic location that I only see in magazines and books, but now, this is the place where I lived right now.



I always pray but I think my prayer is not enough. I always ask for favors, but I think I ask too much.
I always plan ahead, but I think my plans are lacking of glorifying the name of  the
Lord.

By writing this article, I am releasing my frustrations and let the Holy Spirit directs me what to do.
As I opened my Bible, it says at 1 Thessalonians 5: 23-28
    "23 May the God who gives us peace make you holy in every way and keep your whole being- spirit, soul, and body- free from every fault at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ."
"24 He who calls you will do it, because he is faithful."
"25 Pray also for us, friends."
"26 Greet all the believers with the kiss of peace."
"27 I urge you by the authority of the Lord to read this letter to all the believers."
"28 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you."



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